I am so stressed about my financial situation I am getting migraines from it-- I owe over $1700 to the IRS. I won't go into the details, but it's because the CO marketplace made a mistake when calculating my tax credits for last year and because of ****ing Obamacare. I didn't even have insurance through the marketplace for the full year and I'm paying over $1700 for their ****. If you think I can afford that, you're crazy. Had to set up a payment plan. I feel like a total failure-- all my monthly bills have gone up and I'm so stressed over it. I don't need things; I need money to pay my bills and for gas. I'm willing to ditch food, I'm fat enough already. Work has been very stressful-- I'm happy I've had a job in this pandemic, but we've been slammed throughout. It's very exhausting being an essential worker in these times. My therapist and I aren't talking anymore because of a spat we had. I really need therapy but I can't afford it through my oh-so-great insurance, which is a closed-network system. I feel like a disgrace; I can barely make ends meet and it's really depressing.