No no no.... mediation works entirely different from divorce litigation. He would have to agree to a mediation process. I am not going to litigate this, which would be very costly and I cannot even afford it. Mediation is much more cost effective and will do the trick. It costs less than 4K to mediate.

I need this to be over. Tisha, he blew up at me again this weekend and Iv'e had it. I cannot survive a whole year more of this crap. i must divorce him soon.