Thanks, Divine.

I am reaching out to as many of my closest friends as possible now. I am building my support system up again. At random I decided to call an ex to let him know. He was always a compassionate and good listener. We were good friends.

I am going through so many different emotions: vacillating between anger and rage at my husband for how he's treated me, to sadness about a dream that got crushed and which must come to end, and then excitement over the prospect of being myself again.... fully myself. So it's a full myriad of emotions. I guess that is to be expected. But right now, I just feel sadness..... I am already grieving the end of this relationship.