I feel a headache coming but I have no idea why. I barely have any caffeine anymore, and I still haven't had a beer. Strange.

I bought a couple poetry books.

Anyone know a good way to learn a language? I think I might teach myself german if it's at all possible. So many of my books are german related so that I might as well.

So something happened today. A woman messaged me on Match out of the blue. I sent her a message and she replied to me 2-3 weeks later. Yesterday was a bad day and didn't want to go online, so i never replied, planned on replying today but she sent me a sarcastic, "Good conversation!" with a thumbs up as if i ghosted her. Wtf, she gets 2 weeks and i can't get 24 hours? unbelievable. She's already trying to control me.

Work has been bad lately but we're nearing a lot of inside work, so I'm looking forward to that. I miss working with my friends though. They're all gone and I miss their support. I have high anxiety and i really miss how calling they were compared to these new kids who can't even hold a paint brush.