He’s really shown he’s been dealing with hard times. This week has sucked and I’ve limited our communication and all I do is miss the good times when he was sober and we would be laughing. He says he’s done for good and I believe him because he’s in therapy and AA. So he’s trying, i just have so many voices in my head. I know a few things; I love him, I have worth, and I want us to do what we planned and grow old together.