(((((((EHkittys )))))))))))))))))))))))))
I hope this helps
A friend and i were talking today
we somehow got on the subject of letting stuff out
she told me she has done the same as I for years
that we tryed very hard not to cry
and if things got to overwhleming
she told me she shuts down
and looks out the window
Which is what i do
then all the feelings get stuffed inside

Know its ok to cry, its a way to heal
I hope I have not over stepped
I hope you feel better soon
muffy