Long term T, I miss you like hell. Today as I was leaving work I needed to go the way I use to go when I had an appointment with you. I had this tingling moment and felt like I would see you for a moment. Then reality hit. The last week alphas been really hard. Current T has been great, but I can't help but want to compassionate understanding and hug. The realization that it will never happen again is really painful. You always encouraged me to trust EMDR T and I do. She is great but she will never be you. How do I move on?