I am a grown woman and have to face my own responsibilities in relationships

But today I struggle with what happened to me lately

I've been judged blindly by a lot of persons with narrow minds.; to the point that the story of my life was almost flipped upside down
I must say this happened in a psychotic state so it wasn't easy to manage

I used to be (or at least tried) a good worker since a very young age; autonomy was very important to me and possibly my strongest point since my family couldn't really look after me. Still I loved them
Then I found myself being bullied as an adult by born-yesterday **** ... after a long-term unemployment and isolation, still knowing that I have to face it and deal with the consequences of what i've been

I try to be reasonable but sometimes i feel so angry for being considered stupid because of this surface... And often find myself shaking and crying
I cant stand the arrongance some jerks (with both less working or life experienxe) have
I often remain silent because facts are against me and sometimes I really can't reply

I'm trying but I wish I could close my life and reset

(Please excuse me for any mistake in eglish)