I feel so alone. I just spoke with a lawyer who won't take on my case because he's volatile. She says she doesn't handle those kinds of cases, and referred me to another lawyer, who had a one-star review on Google.

I am alone in my apartment today researching the divorce process. I just spoke for almost 2 hours with one of my closest friends about how to go about this, if we were to do mediation.

I am really scared and alone.