I should have known I was going to panic because I walked into the store and felt indifferent to the people standing where I wanted to stand so I was like "Just pretend that you're looking at chocolate bars" - "Ok now, buy some chocolate - Be specific" then started shaking while standing in line thinking "They know that you've lost it - Some people are schizotypal you know? Just roll with it".

I walked out and found a podcast on Alan Watts "Psychosis and society", etc.

I realized that I was having depersonalization all day. Then the derealization hit at exactly 2am when I wanted to go to bed - Hands shaking, knees bouncing, heart starting to beat faster and I looked at the letters and numbers on the computer - Looking at the holes in all of them and then thought, "Oh crap.."..

Never smoking weed again.