If I question him in any way, he explodes. This is about control and power over me, as all abusive relationships are. Of course I’m not going to say anything to set him off. It’s like an ape going bananas throwing their own feces at you. Who wants to inspire an explosion where s-h-I-t Is thrown at you, degrading you and demeaning you??? His goal is to scare and intimidate me so that I never question him. He needs all the control and power.

My goal right now is to keep the peace as much as possible and exit as soon as am I able to.