i went through a similar period of compulsive overeating in my life (& our tastes in binge food sound the same) lol...Like you, i was unhappy, ashamed with my appearance yet seemingly unable to stop....then i read something..don't even remember where, but it was the beginning of the end of compulsive eating for me..Maybe it will help you too -
Basically, the writer said that compulsive eating, like just about any addictive behaviour, is a desperate attempt to take care of oneself..to soothe the pain, so to speak...the writer went on to advise that we in this situation should be kind to ourselves..in fact..maybe do the unthinkable and give ourselves permission to eat/feed as we feel that we need to...For Some Reason, this freed me....I did have a few more binging incidents, but then with the change in perspective, i found other ways to care for myself..I hope that you can find the same peace....love Mac