Thanks everyone. I'm hanging in there...feel really sad right now.


I can't concentrate on reading a novel BUT I did read a short story by Stephen King with my students (very gory).

I did have a conversation in my head with T this evenng. It just sort of happened automatically, I found myself talking to him and telling him about the horrible pdoc appointment. I was also talking about how depressed I was last visit before he left.

This evening I did speak to my (original) pdoc. He said that I should increase my lexapro to 10 mg. and we'll see on Monday what to do.

It's really weird not having T here. I just can't help feeling like I am being punished for being bad and that if I hold my breath, he'll be back and I can forget about this grief I'm feelng.

TEEEEEEE where are you?

Peace