ok some backround. im am 15, 5'7'' about 118. i played basketball and work out about everyday and i eat pretty healthy. But since my school basketball seasoned ended ive lost the shape i was in and now i am changing. In the past couple of weeks i have been losing my appetite. i didnt eat lunch or dinner for about 5 days in a row and i just wasnt feeling hungry. i only ate a few hundred calorie things each day and that sustained me. everytime i did eat my stomach would hurt but i think its psychological. im think i am becoming obsessed with my self image and weight cuz everytime i see food i think about it and how many calories it probably has. i think i might be developing some sort of eating disorder.maybe anorexia? earlier today i was considering throwing up so i would feel mentally better about what iate today. if any one has any ideas about what this may be please help. i havent talked to my parents about it cause we dont get along but i talked to one friend via text that i havent been eating and she was worried but i just told her i didnt have a eating disorder. but im obsessed. help??
btw in the back of my mind i dont wanna lose weight but i cant stop thinking about food and not eating it.