((((((bbear))))))))
there you are =) i wanted to pm, but the net is runing SOOO slowly i gave up.
Yeah - we've decided on 5mg lexapro and 50mg 5HTP for now. each daily. sadly, i think i took 75 5htp by accident today. grrrrrrrr.
what else was i gonna tell you??? hmmmmm oh i got work =) mmmm seems like there was something else more important. alas, i can't remember it. maybe that i haven't heard from t at all =( she said she'd email and call, but not a word =( said it was to make sure i knew we were connected.... now i'm starting to forget what that is like. this was the first weekend i didn't call her in ages.... and i won't see her tomorrow... and she still won't be back until the day right before my appnt. 11 days out of town.... starting to feel sad about it.

I really haven't heard much from the alters now that i'm on meds... i did have on switch today in school where i thougth i was in 4th grade again and was about to get beat up... the boy slammed down his notebook in front of me and i switched. i was really glad for the meds, or i don't know how i would have reacted... more to the point recovered quickly... one cannot run from the room when subbing. ok... back at it... kiya