The weekend started off good enough.. it was my birthday. Everything was fine until my close “friend” obnoxious friend drove us home from a bbq. His friend was going to leave and he asks him to come in. Then he demands I go to bed. I was tired so I would have gone anyways but he pointed to the bedroom and then when I told him I would go in a little while he told me to go the f to bed. He didn’t get that I was upset because he disrespected me not so much because he wanted to chill with his boy. Then he acts like he has been so nice to me as if he is doing me a favor. He knows I have abandonment issue but he says it’s not his problem. . Then of course he talks sh** to his friends who take his side so he makes me out to be the bad guy. He was extremely intoxicated and I was trying to express how he hurt me but he wouldn’t acknowledge my feelings at all. Kept saying I’m selfish, want all his time etc. All he kept talking about was everything he did for me and how he included me in his life. Then he kept saying I was being too emotional and he couldn’t deal with it. I had a right to be angry with him. He acted like he was doing me a favor. If I’m wrong I’ll be the first to admit it, but he was being really mean and cruel and then aI have forgiven him and he has done some real shi**y things to me. He is sadly mistaken if he thinks I’m going to give In and apologize. Always saying how bad this guy is but yet he kicks ME out. Kept coming into the room and saying these awful things to me and wasn’t getting it. I bet he was beyond drunk but I had every right to be upset. I left his house in tears and told him he needs to he has a real drinking problem. Why should he act differently when I always forgive him after every incident. All he has to do is threaten abandonment. I’m going to respect myself enough to say enough is enough. He’s never going to be a true friend to me. He does things for me but that doesn’t give him the right to toss me out of his house at 3:45 AM. Who does that?