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Originally Posted by swimmingly
Today's worse than yesterday. I managed to grill burgers for us yesterday and eat outside. It was hell. Today my wife wants to go to Lowe's and it's my lawn mowing day. It's the day I do weekly to prove that I don't need to be hospitalized. Kind of a litmus test. Both of these things seem bigger than me. I think its one or the other. I'm oging to choose Lowe's and do the lawn tomorrow. My whole head is an exposed nerve.
All the same symptoms as yesterday. Thanks for the tips on meditation yesterday. Haven't successfully used them. Too much whirlydoos going on in there, but I'll keep trying.
My kids (m20, f16) don't understand whats going on and I don't have the wherewithall to teach them now and they are all so noisy now. Sounds, and air movements and everything is just too much.
thinking of you all. sending good vibes to all, and for some reason today I am particularly thinking of carhart. sending her vibes in IP
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Sorry you’re feeling so bad swimmingly....one thing I learned is that sometimes the things you’d do to stop a severe episode are not things you’d normally do. This is going to sound extreme and perhaps wasteful, but if it keeps you from the hospital it would be worth it....can you stay at a hotel or some place you’d have your space for a day or so. Alternatively you might want a nice screen tent and a lawn chair so you have some place to be outside of the house. Some place a little quieter....just get an extension cord from the house or whatever electronics you might want....