I do sorta keep a rough symptom loog just for me to look over from time to time. I noticed, other than a little blip here and there, a short one occasionally, not even a half a day, I have pretty much been totally free of psychotic stuff since about the third week of May or so. Teensy paranoia,, maybe. Not much. Not freaked about cameras in my walls and stuff. That Trilafon has just totally done the trick for me, for now. I know it can change. Abilify worked for a long time okay, but Trilfaon is in another league entirely for me. A whole other deal.

So thankful for this. You know, my lithium kinda stopped working at the same time this all started last October. It is so interesting to me the way our brains seem to change, at least for some of us, that is, over the years and decades. I find it really very fascinating scientifically. What is going on in there? What are those pathways and centers and filters and regulators--what are they doing? Dunno, But I do think it is quite cool purely as a matter of sciecne that the human brains state in fully developed adults is capable of such diverse behavior and activity over time. Just very interesting stuff.