I have confidence that you will make it through this very difficult time. I was the 24/7 caregiver for my mother for I think three years. The last year was a nightmare, overwhelming depression, feeling helpless with little help from others. More than once I considered going IP. But then what would happen to my mother?

I am saying all of this to say that I understand some of what you are going through. I hope very much that your situation will get better for both of you. Your husband is a lucky man having you in his life.

I suggesst pursuing diversions. Maybe the short fleeting period of time not actively thinking of what is happening to you will help..