Hi,

Welcome, I am glad you wrote. I see you are 15 and you mentioned you don't get along with your parents, but I really would suggest you see a doctor and get some sort of physical. There could be a physical reason why you are having issues with your appetite and it is best to get that checked out with a doctor. However it does sound like you do have some eating disordered thinking. I think it is great that you are reaching out early and not wanting this thing to get away from you. If you can go see a doctor and let him or her know what is going on.

There is hope, this thing does not have to win.