I feel resentment towards God, and all those that have hurt me, and those that have the potential to burn me. And I then I push people away, keeping them at arms length, not letting them know the real me. I don't even know the real me. I've even pushed myself away. I know it's possible to recover. But I need to work through the resentment to feel recovery. I'm not sure how to let people in, I feel like I haven't done it for 25 years, and I'm 32. I struggled growing up, because I resented my parents for making me move away from extended family and friends. I felt lost, and I lost out on opportunities to make connections. Help me!