I get like this when I am feeling suicidal

if you don't get it, and you don't understand suicide, then I don't want you in my space type of thing

I guess my only other time I am like this, is when people who are too positive try to be friends with me.

I don't have a problem with positivity, not at all. what I have a problem with though are the people who can find something positive from every single situation and reply with something like well, it could be worse

positivity just doesn't work for me. I would rather people who are neutral when it coms to experiences. they can see the good side, and they can see the bad side too.

I have had a difficult life, and for me it's just as important that I have people in my life who can understand and talk about it, without going well... at least this isn't happening or what ever.

makes me irritated