Some of you may remember I had a delusional episode about being a witch that was quite intense. I actually left the website because I felt someone questioned my ability to dress myself as a witch. Yikes. Saturday, I woke up and realized I was not a witch, and that the amazing magical power that I had was not real. I cried Saturday and Sunday because it wasn't true and I had felt so powerful. I also worried because I had been out several times dressed pretty inappropriately. Then there is the $1000 I spent.

Today is Monday. I met with my pdoc again and she told me she had wanted to change my dx to bp1 for some time and gave me examples why. I also told her some things my husband told me about some of my manic highs in the past. We made some plans for helping me get back to my previous level of functioning. The only good to come out of this is that I had a job interview in the middle of it. I cast a spell that I would get the job, and I did. LOL. It doesn't start for a couple of months, so I have time to sort myself.

I'll need a lot of luck, but I want this to work.