I've been an Audible subscriber for several years now. My library is pretty good on there.


Anyway, tonight I am just having a cup of coffee and trying to relax. I still haven't been able to do work (official work). I mean, they won't fire me if I don't work, right? I am just really anxious about the whole thing. I know they probably will fire me eventually if I don't schedule any shifts. But it's all good, right? I just don't know how to think about work. I know it's probably a good thing to have work right now, but I am really struggling to find meaning in my life and with having a job and whatever else I'm doing. There is basically nothing that is meaningful in my life right now...