I kinda fell off the planet. My T called because I have had no appointments with her for a while. I'm quiet, not as confused, still filled with regret buying stuff, Still buying stuff. I'm trying to be proactive. working in my kids book and coloring. H wants me coloring digitally but being away from the distraction of the computer is good for me. I'd like to pick up drawing. I'm decent at coloring but I'm going to take a class on it anyway. I'm going to make a little art school at home for myself I think. First pencils, then possibly markers after I learn to draw. I need to do something with my hands so I don't just Zone out.... for days.