Hi, TS

I hope this message finds you well, and I just wanted to say I am a TI as I think you are as well, I know exactly what you are describing upon this post, even the meth ( I've never touched Meth) is not the reason you are experiencing what you are describing here, it's called Gang Stalking or Cause Stalking along with Electronic Harassment or hearing voices, also I experience what a lot of victims describe as thought broadcasting though it's your inner speech or subvocalization that's broadcasted via senor nodes that reply back to a wireless body area networking system, or WBAN system,

It uses NLP and gaslighting to play what they call 'games' have you pissed off any dealers or freemasons or undercover bent cop's.

I hope this helps though please be mindful when researching this as it is now full of bad actors, just stick to testing your experiences with it.