Later is when the Pdoc can find the time to call me today or have her nurse call me. Meaning it's probably not going to happen until late this afternoon. I am suppose to take some meds at lunch, not sure if I am going to take them. Need a shoulder right now to cry on, I want it all to go away, I have been off and on meds since I was 17 for depression and bipolar and I am so tired of it.