Ive been going through things for so many months I lost my job. All of my friends are down too, none left standing. One of these friends went n got foot surgery because he felt it was his only oppurtunity except he is basically homeless.

I just want to turn myself in to a mental health place, I mean he's my best friend but **** him man. **** you man. God I just want to lay in my ****in bed, I cannot stand not have the words and I dont want to hear about my own problems, I cant give a flying **** about his but I do and I just wish I wouldnt wake up anymore