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When I saw her on Monday, I decided, I needed a break but didn't tell her in person. I left feeling disappointed and angry that I spent $25 to see her. Plus she was 10 minutes late and wanted to end the appointment at the 30 minute mark. Apparently she included the 10 minutes I waited outside in the hot sun as therapy.
Yesterday I sent her an email and told her I need a break and want to re-evaluate why I am in therapy. She was hurt by this and asked me to call her, so I did. I basically told her seeing her on Monday was a waste of time and cost me money. Then I asked if she could come to my place and meet with me there, so I don't have to spend money and wait on her like she is a god. She does that with other clients. Apparently I am too high functioning for that.
I'm mad at her. Why do I have to treat her with respect? She blames me when appointments don't work out. It's always my fault that I don't have something to discuss, that I am not animated enough etc.... Basically I bore her.
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Dx: Didgee Disorder
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