It's just my mood right now,I am sorry for everything. I guess I am just feeling sorry for myself, Right now I am unattractive, overweight, very moody person on the verge of cutting and so angry at my life. I am venting yes, sorry I do not know what else to do. I feel like I am not worth anyone's time here. Yes I am deeply depressed and no Im not suicidal, just hating myself and angry and depressed and all sorts of things going on in my head at one time, is it possible to have all kinds of feelings going on at one time, I wish I didn't have feelings at all, I can't take these feelings anymore. Argggggggggg....whew