How does a person that have trust issues really flourish in an environment that is cloak and dagger? Underhand and lies... not to mention the low self image and dealing with the world of "you gotta be the best " and if you dont have a degree you dont know anything.
Last t session she really expressed that I should find another job, but I am always so unsure of where. I feel trapped in a sense because this all has been- it's been work on my part to prove myself but also luck in away.... in the end I feel i can not put myself through all that heartache and headache at another place. Let alone another place that's just as stressful and dysfunctional.