I am getting ready to move so how will I make new friends in a new place with Covid19 going on? I used to enjoy going out and just meeting and greeting people at the library, coffee shop etc...but now that everyone is wearing masks they all seem so distant. I'm not sure how I will meet people in my new environment never mind making friends.
My oldest friend betrayed me during this quarantine period (by text) and it has left me seriously traumatized. I now feel like I will never trust anyone again. However, she did throw up some red flags recently which I ignored.
I think I will be more guarded, but still open to friendship.
As far as people not liking me if they got to know me...I am an open book. I don't really have secrets. I have worked hard to be the same no matter where I am. Many people are duplicitous. That is...they show a good face in public...but at home it is a different story. I am not like that. So if people don't like me after the first conversation they probably wouldn't like me after the 20th conversation. I am kind of...how to put this...a bit irritable almost all the time. I have anxiety and it causes that. So if someone got to know me they might say I am too sensitive. I am trying to work on that.
I got sick of everyone in this town, anyway, so I'm glad I'm moving. I think I had the wrong kind of people in my life. That's key.
I like people who are concerned about others even when they themselves have problems. AND GUESS WHO THAT IS?
FUZZBEAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Fuzzy always always always reaches out to everyone. Fuzzy delivers hugs and all kinds of other goodies.
If more people were like Fuzzy this world would be better for it. Thankyou Fuzzybear!




