when I dropped out of school, my mother wasn't happy, and rather admit to herself that I had a problem, and my reasons, she convinced others for months I was training to be a lawyer. it was actually really embarrassing, especially for people who fell for it and came to test me and ask me legal stuff.

main expectations for myself are

1. not to make myself out as the poor sick person- oh I have bipolar, oh I have fibro, I can't do anything, etc etc

and 2. just to be happy with what I've got. don't over do it, and live for myself- not for others

3. to accept people for who they are and don't judge (I've had enough judgement myself)