You and me both, sister. I can truly say I never think about it. In fact, your post 'reminded' me of it -- I had almost forgotten, because it was just one of a string of bad times I had as an adolescent. But as I said, that was a different person -- I feel like I've been "born again", without going through any kind of ceremony or spiritual thing. Only because I'm an adult and that "other person" was just a girl.

About the weight -- eh - screw it. Life is too short to worry about a few extra pounds. We're CUDDLY, by god!