Saw my Rhuemy for normal followup today. I asked him if we can go to 10 week appointments instead of 6 weeks, He was fine with that.

Last night Steve was just super confused , trouble with TV remote, he couldn't get a text to send to his middle son. Anyway he went to bed earlier than normal, saying he was just tired, and physically he is very weak.

I got home today and he said he had got on his oxygen about an hour earlier because he had to take the dogs out to the pasture and that is a long way for him right now., Hes still struggling physically, As expected. A while later I asked him to go over the bills with me, Hes always handled them, most are Auto pay, But a few are not..He said oh they aren't due til later in the month.... I said why are we not paying them as soon as we get paid? It makes no sense to wait... He was just getting upset and snappy. I said maybe a nap will help? So he is asleep. Maybe he will wake up and feel better?? I sure hope so..

Overwhelmed at the moment so numerous Xanax is on board