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Old Jul 09, 2020, 06:36 PM
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And..... I had performance anxiety like crazy afterwards. How come I didn't say X, Y, or Z when my client asked me that question? How come I didn't answer in full?

I had no idea my CEO was joining the call until I heard him join in or chime into the conversation.

He heard my entire report review, where I reviewed the monthly performance with my client on the phone and gave various recommendations.

My CEO and I are on very good terms, but he still makes me nervous professionally because he's in charge.

I just pray I performed well enough under pressure.

It sucks when you think of all the things you should have said well after the fact, like after the phone call ended.

I am very perfectionistic. And I fear I did not do as well as I could have done today in front of my CEO.

I really want a promotion, and this was my spontaneous chance to strut my stuff. Hope I didn't blow it.
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