Urgh well that session was a disaster wasn’t it? All of my childish attitude could have been avoided if you would have just said that you cared. Telling me that I need to take responsibility of caring for myself when I said to you I felt alone and like nobody cared about me was not the correct response. I will shut down and refuse to engage effectively and act like a moody teenager, don’t think you were expecting that though were you? I think you’re beginning to see how challenging I am as a client. When you asked whether I was feeling anger and I said no, I was lying. I was beyond furious but why should I bother trying to explain that to you. You did handle the anxiety attack fairly well though. I think I’m probably just trying to stop myself from getting hurt by pulling away and self sabotaging as I know I only have 4 sessions left with you. Might cancel them as I really can’t be bothered with all of this anymore. You’ll be glad to be rid of me anyway.