I got through this week OK. I called my sister this morning to wish her a Happy Birthday. She didn't answer when I called. It was at 9:30 her time when I called and she was sleeping in bed. She called me tonight at 7:15.

When I'm at work, I keep on asking myself why am I doing it. I know I should be very thankful, and I am. But it gets very hard to be at work and not much going on everyday. I don't feel good about myself when it's like that. There are hardly anyone there.