I'll get back to this... For example he's having a surgery on Monday and he wants me to be the person with him in the hospital... It's getting private enough were getting involved with each other's health appointments... He likes me in his room but makes no sexual advances... It's getting to where people ask if we're in a relationship because it looks like that... But he always says no to people....

The point I'm trying to make is I have feelings for him but when I bring it up.... Ummm yeah... No or his response is not clear... I prefer the relationships in my life to be clear... Like my late husband, I developed a crush on him but I didn't think he liked me so I said nothing, until he expressed clearly he was interested in me...

But at the same time guys in the past anytime they were just a little bit nice to me I'd fall head over heels then often they made it clear they weren't interested in that.

I'm just confused...