yes, she is going to do some research and get back with me, i guess in a way i assume she would just know how to treat me, i guess i am just feeling really low and with the urge of cutting going on as well i feel like i have no one, im sorry i do not know how else to say it other than i am so deeply depressed and i feel like i do not have any way out of this pain other than (SI). Im sorry I do not know who I really am anymore, or even if i really knew who i was.