asked you to leave office because you told him "he was full of crap"... in a normal non-angry tone of voice...

what would you think???

after working with him for 16 months 2x a week?

and you had only... really had... a couple of times previous of "not seeing eye to eye"... as in when I am very depressed? and he says...

I will wait until next appt because "you will feel better..."

as in.. another alter will appear.. and everything will be fine...

I may have posted this already...

But I cannot get over the fact that he said " I am very frustrated with you"... when I was going thru a difficult time.... following the week after he took vacation...

He asked me to leave his office last thursday... HEARTBREAK!!!!!

I know he was frustrated because... the vacation interruped the good roll we were on...

but being a DID........... alot can change in my life in one week... so gezzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz I can't guarentee to give him the alter he wants to work with...

ya know????

I mean... do I really want to work with someone that asks me to leave... because I am depressed and saying "you are full of crap"???

his suggestions for depression relief... were not well received - volunteer....etc.... ahhhhhhhhh when I am sooooooooo depressed... hearing that "stuff" just makes me... well upset....

soooooooooo... do I work with a T that I now have to measure every word I say...

And can I do that.... can I guarentee that an alter.. will be "good" in his office...

what would you do???????????????