Just FYI, I rescheduled for tomorrow, and then just canceled it. As someone a good bit older than me who is also on blood thinners said, " I comfort myself with knowing that people went for millions of years without putting a scope up their arse and not everyone had cancer."
I can't find anyone to drive me, the cab fare is $60 and I have $100 left out of this paycheck (that I just got today) and the problem largely has resolved itself. Also, I want back on the oral anticoagulation -- not only because of the cost of the injectables but because I like to sleep on my stomach and I can't right now because I have a ginormous, like 4-inch wide by 6-inch long, seriously, red, purple and blue bruise on it from a poke gone wrong and it hurts. So do all the other smaller ones.
Anyway, if I ever agree to this again, I will keep everyone's advice and well wishes in mind.
Candy