Ive been going to suboxone treatment for sometime, about a month. They offer a counsler which I speak with weekly. Counsling seems to be going well. We take the session one at a time. Ive noticed all my emotions which lead me to use or want to use stem from my ex girlfriend, getting over her has been the hardest. I feel it shouldnt be that hard. If only i could make mends with her i wouldnt want to use, i have no choice but to recognize this isnt in my controll but hers. All I can do is hope for a hopeful future. Any comments feel free.