Lately I wish it would go away and I could not have it. I think you have it right. My meds aren't controlling it well right now and we're adjusting and I'm in the heart of mania currently. It sucks so bad. I'll be fine again when I'm I'm in control and I felt better before I had mania this strong. I'm just discouraged right now. This was a really great question by the way. I'm glad I was able to get the energy to answer it.
Would you rather face a depressive or a dysphoric manic episode?