DechanDawa - I'm chiming in late too, but wanted to say, I totally see your logic and agree with you. It sounds like the move would be really good for you, but is definitely a big undertaking. Totally understand why it would be scary (I'd be scared too!) - plus big changes are always a little scary.

Maybe try to remember that the reason it's scary is that it's a big change, and has the potential to have a big reward. If you think about not moving - that is kind of scary too, right? So either way is going to require you to move through fear (ugh, I know!) - but being near your son, and in a better area, sounds like it has a much higher chance of helping you be happy and healthy in the future.

Good luck!