Today has been a difficult day. My swings into depression are getting worse. I just realized that I am out of CBD tablets, so this is not helping. I had a few espressos and cigars, which helped. I am thinking of getting a marijuana card. I am not interested in getting high. There are different strains of marijuana, that includes different amounts of CBD and other chemicals. I understand that if I get the right strain, I can benefit from it. So it is worth a try.