You know, i usually do have "conversations with t in my head" - but with the lexapro, my mind is oddly blank. i find only music in there (which was typical) and nothing else... sometimes i catch myself staring straight ahead, not even blinking... a lot of my actions have become very robotic. usually i listen to myself think - now.... blank. i can barely remember what t sounds like. or even looks like.
i do wonder if by any chance t might still call me tonight. i though about sitting with the crystal (transitional object) she sent me home with... but it sort of burns my palm =( i want to cleanse it, but i don't want to hurt or affect t's crystal. whew i'm spacey... i may go lie down for a bit and watch the wind storm. (i've no work today - probably tomorrow).