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Originally Posted by PinkScience
I have always thought I was straight; I've had relationships with men, slept with men etc. But since I got out of a toxic relationship a few years ago. I’ve continued to date men, but it never works out for one reason or another. I don’t seem to fancy anyone any more. With sex, although when I’m horny I think about men, when actually having sex I quickly get bored and rarely feel satisfied.
When out, I notice women more than men. But this is often in an envious way;
Wow they look so good, I wish I looked like that sort of thing.
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I can't answer that for you but know that being in an abusive relationship, can really affect a person in multiple ways.
I personally don't get the impression you're gay or even bisexual. I get the impression there's a lot of unresolved trauma that's preventing you from achieving a satisfying relationship with anyone.
In my own experience (having been in abusive relationships), it doesn't just happen. There's something within us and our past experiences in childhood that lead us to abusive partners. I'd start there, if I were you.
I hope this helps a bit.