We are separated already. I do realize what a large step this is and I'm scared, honestly. But, the truth is, I was miserable for a very long time. Like, seriously depressed. I don't want to just take him back because we have a long history and a nice friendship. I want him to make an effort to make me a priority and take better care of himself too. I'm not so scared to be alone - I just wish I could get out to meet new people right now! I want us both to be happy and, although this is painful right now, in the end I believe it might just be the best thing for both of us.