It was a silly idea. I can't live and move on a credit card. I wasn't thinking straight. I miss my son and his girlfriend and wanted to live near them. With surges in Covid it is not feasible. It was a stupid idea. I have cried several times about having to freeze this plan for now.

I have to be out of my apt in two months (approx) and have not found affordable housing in the area.

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It was really the idea of moving in a pandemic that stopped me. I mean I haven't left my apartment in 16 weeks except to go to the grocery store. The idea of all the contact with people entailed in the move...caused me to pause in alarm. I mean...if everyone along the way was wearing masks...but I know that isn't reality.

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What would be the point of moving if I caught Covid along the way.